October 31, 2015
Pretty versus Beautiful

I don't think I've ever heard anyone tell me that I'm beautiful. Not even my ex. I was always "cute" or "pretty". I've often described myself as "the girl next door pretty" too, which probably doesn't help. He told me I was beautiful. I tell him he's handsome. I think I'm in love. After the […]

October 25, 2015
Moving Along

It's been a busy week. I actually have a life and that's kind of scary to me. It's nice though to have something to look forward too rather than sitting at home waiting for someone who never really wanted to exist with me. He finally deleted our connection on facebook. I'd blocked him on everything […]

October 19, 2015
More Real

Things have been becoming more and more real. Friends and boyfriend helped this weekend to load my things into storage. Pretty much all nonessential items were taken to the unit and stacked away. I have a few more things to haul there, but can do that over the next little while. I still have quite […]

October 15, 2015
Protected: In Planning

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October 14, 2015
To Start

Do I dwell on why I've moved here? Do I start the story from the beginning? Or do I pick today as a new start and begin fresh without the bad memories? This is suppose to be a sanctuary. It is my NEW safe place where I don't have to worry about being stalked by […]