“Anybody can become angry – that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way – that is not within everybody’s power and is not easy.”
This last week didn’t amount to much. I’ve been busy, but busy doing what I can’t seem to put my finger on it. I’ve been doing a lot of different things. I’ve been tutoring a friend’s husband in physics for instance. That’s been like a lot of fun remembering how to do things again that I haven’t touched in over ten years. I’m actually amazed I remember how to do anything at all to be quite honest.
I don’t think I’ve ever heard anyone tell me that I’m beautiful. Not even my ex. I was always “cute” or “pretty”. I’ve often described myself as “the girl next door pretty” too, which probably doesn’t help.
It’s been a busy week. I actually have a life and that’s kind of scary to me. It’s nice though to have something to look forward too rather than sitting at home waiting for someone who never really wanted to exist with me.
He finally deleted our connection on facebook. I’d blocked him on everything else. Seeing that friendship removal, caught me off guard and at the same time, gave me a breath of relief. I hit the block on his profile after that.