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So Close

This last week didn’t amount to much. I’ve been busy, but busy doing what I can’t seem to put my finger on it. I’ve been doing a lot of different things. I’ve been tutoring a friend’s husband in physics for instance. That’s been like a lot of fun remembering how to do things again that I haven’t touched in over ten years. I’m actually amazed I remember how to do anything at all to be…

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Pretty versus Beautiful

I don’t think I’ve ever heard anyone tell me that I’m beautiful. Not even my ex. I was always “cute” or “pretty”. I’ve often described myself as “the girl next door pretty” too, which probably doesn’t help. He told me I was beautiful. I tell him he’s handsome. I think I’m in love. After the pain I’ve been in for most of this year, it’s hard to even consider that this is a possibility. It…

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Moving Along

It’s been a busy week. I actually have a life and that’s kind of scary to me. It’s nice though to have something to look forward too rather than sitting at home waiting for someone who never really wanted to exist with me. He finally deleted our connection on facebook. I’d blocked him on everything else. Seeing that friendship removal, caught me off guard and at the same time, gave me a breath of relief.…

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More Real

Things have been becoming more and more real. Friends and boyfriend helped this weekend to load my things into storage. Pretty much all nonessential items were taken to the unit and stacked away. I have a few more things to haul there, but can do that over the next little while. I still have quite a bit to clean out too for donation items. But I’m moving forward. Slowly getting free of things I don’t…

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