Day 14

Today was a long day. I really want to go to sleep right now and I will shortly, but wanted to have a few minutes to tap out a post. I secretly wish tomorrow was Friday, but its not going to be, sadly. I’m just feeling so tired and exhausted and, I guess, burned out too. I even have both dogs passed out beside me, which is seriously influencing my wishto pass out and sleep. read more

Day 13

We did holiday stuff at work today (between all of my other appointment things). But, I ended up at work for nearly two hours passed my normal scheduled hours. Crazy crap. Bleh. I really am not looking forward to tomorrow, and I’m hoping it won’t be overly painful and exhausting. If I end up not writing tomorrow, I completely and utterly went brain dead. read more

Day 12

I’m still not sure how this week is going to shape up with the meeting stuff. Certain people are good to see up here, other people drive me nuts. Internally, I don’t think we know what the heck we’re doing because we continue to argue with each other. Me and one of my other division counterparts are counting the days when the program can center around what we want to control and we can all talk on the same level about things. read more

Day 9

I missed yesterday’s post, for shame. It was a long day and I’ve been feeling pretty drained. I didn’t even bother to be on the computer last night. I could back post something, but I’m trying to be completely and utterly honest (hahaha). Next week is going to be a bit of a long week. I’m not even quite sure what to expect from it. Today kind of got away from me too, but only because I had to go in and do a few more things for work to make next week not so painful. read more

Day 4

For some reason, I was thinking today was December 5. There’s been so many different things going on that sometimes it feels like my days merge periodically. During the work week, when things are busy, that’s when this feeling is the worse. It hasn’t been so bad in the last week or two (thankfully), but we have a major meeting coming up in about two weeks and I know things are going to get stressful. read more

Small Achievements

I managed to post four times in September between everything going on, and I’ve decided to take that as a victory. This month, I’m going to make it to the magical number of 5 posts.

Truthfully though, I’m exhausted. We’ve had so much going on between personal life and work; and there is so much more in the foreseeable future. Thinking about it makes me feel more exhausted. What makes this even worse is I have no idea how to summarize any of the going-ons that have been happening in a coherent manner. So a few of the more positive highlights that I feel pretty darn proud of: read more